like a moth, seek the light

..

2009-12-08T15:54:00.000+08:00

dear blog
i love you
but
good bye

C;

2009-11-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

after the tornado am so glad the rainbows came.
i love my baby<3

BLAH

2009-11-26T00:23:00.001+08:00

I DONT BLOG PROPERLY ANYMORE.
I JUST CANT,
I DONT NO WHY.
MAYBE I GOT LAZY.

WERE OKAY NOW THOUGH

2009-11-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

I FEEL LIKE SWIMMIN SO NO ONE WOULD SEE MY TEARS. HAHAS

I LOVE LOVE BABY.

bad bk out!

2009-11-23T00:26:00.001+08:00

i hate my goldfish memory!!! hahas
i love my baby!<3

brick by brick

2009-11-21T04:32:00.000+08:00

The weight of my words
Are like feathers from a bird
My mouth, it moves but you won't hear a thing
Cause I've dug myself deep
I managed to fit both my hands and feet
All my little white lies
Smell like a big old bucket of bleach

In one ear
And out your other
So lock and key
You won't open up for me

So brick by brick
I am breaking through these walls
Oh between you and me
I'm not giving up
I'm not giving giving up

I guess
And it feels like you're in China
And I am in Peru
When ever I am sleeping next to you
We can hear the crickets singing
Oh all throughout the night
OH boy can we just get used
To something so right?

And sure I confess
I'm a mess
I'm a mess of mistakes
But please count to ten
Before you go and throw it all away

So brick by brick
I am breaking through these walls
Oh between you and me
I'm not giving up
I'm not giving giving up
On on on us

Cause if you give up
Then what am I supposed to do
All these dreams
Never will come true
Without you
Vocal ad lib

Brick by brick
I am breaking through these walls
Oh between you and me
I'm not giving up
I'm not giving giving up
I'm not giving giving up

Oh baby don't give up
On this love
Don't give up
On this love

ohohhhhh

2009-11-21T04:12:00.002+08:00

im not rich
im not skinny
im not famous
i dont have alot of frens
but im damn happy c;
i have the love of my life,
my awesome bff and g/gfs
and fam.

hahas

yay yay yay!

2009-11-21T02:11:00.000+08:00

i damn fuckin happy!
my baby fixed my lappy!
wooooots! c;

2009-11-04T14:16:00.002+08:00
i am hurt.
i mean it.
i hate it.
why did he have to do it?
i thought our love was perfect
at least to me you were
why lie?
why pretend.
why din you tell me?
though its all clean.
but why?
why do it.
when you no i'm gon get extremely hurt& unhappy.
why baby?

ONLY FOOLIN YOU!

2009-11-03T17:44:00.000+08:00

I THINK SHE SO PRETTY & SHE LOOKS DAMN HOT IN SKINNIES!

I MISS BABY!

<3life

2009-11-03T00:20:00.002+08:00

my lappy died.
it wouldnt start & blah blah blah.
anway been so crazy everything but am very happy & content.
life feels so full! c;
i guess this is the good part of being easily contented.

i'm hungry

2009-10-28T15:05:00.002+08:00

mon my dad attacked me after the flyin cockroach tried to get near me.
he said something bout nas.
tues mum attacked me & say you got tell him you wont be muslim not. [shit wait i think was mum or was it dad? they always come up w the same things to attack me so sometimes i get messedup who was the fuck was it] anway
tues dad say where got girls havent marry go guys house stay one last time when we cannot one. then i shoot him the most obvious thing. last time police wear shorts. the rest i just turned off.

then we continued watchin some taiwan talk show thing, mum & mine fav. hahas.there this test where they make you pick an ans from the 4 given ones & each ans would tell you something bout you. i picked 3 & i got ' ill never find true love' dad LOL damn evil sia. he like laughin till damn happy. i think its not true. dad was 4. it says he too cant be bothered w stuff so ppl also cant be bothered w him. hahas.

got time?

2009-10-28T14:40:00.002+08:00

damn bloody fuck obvious i have a bf. bbbbbbbbb-but. i miss my gd old clubbin days. serious shit.
and maybe the tingle single lingle feeling. to do whatever i want. the naughty things my girls & i sometimes enjoy. hehe. oh well. memories. memories. never ever gona forget those happy dumb times w em girls. <3<3<3

C;

2009-10-28T12:07:00.001+08:00

& once i get my hands on the hat heh heh heh
aiya ill skip the boots lar no money :<

HALLOWEEN!!!!

2009-10-28T11:43:00.005+08:00

too sluty
& again

hot boots!
the black is so woots

scooby!!

THEME: WILD WILD WEST
actually mimi wanted cupid sha wanted rome goddess w the golden leafs on the head. & it was actually hospital but everyone so goddamn bloody broke lar. then every goddamn person have a checkered shirt & shorts what right! so just be cowgirls lar. all we need is to get hats. tmr tmr c;
and then all left is boots & horsey! but think this 2 isnt quite possible.

tsktsk what a way to start the day. even for a chiwawa

2009-10-28T10:21:00.003+08:00

omfg look at the time & poor sushi shes endurin the shit my dad is puttin her through.
i can hear him fuckin yelling, screaming shouting at her like she can fuckin get wth his sayin.
shes a fuckin CHIWAWA!! poor sushi : < i feel her pain. think she kana-in the newspaper 'cane' too.

i dont wish for anyone to no....but still im fuckin postin it.

2009-10-28T10:06:00.003+08:00

does stayin away keepin silence make us love less?

ans: HELL NO.

at least not to me.

its weird i dont no how the line is drawn.
i think about her quite often but i do not miss her. maybe shes so tight w me?
i dont no but i guess that was then. or maybe like mimi said. after half a yr she called her to hang out again. c; till then ill be waitin. theres a space in my heart for her c; like always.

:<

2009-10-26T03:53:00.000+08:00

so many swimmers in my brain.

2009-10-26T02:51:00.002+08:00

i wanna wear heels.
baby dont object.
hahas of cas.
hes pretty tall.
but wait 1st i needa GET heels.

i never thought i would NEED someone so bad

2009-10-26T02:01:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY BF SO MUCH
I FEEL MY BLOOD
I FEEL I'M BLEEDIN MYSELF AWAY
I DONT NO WHAT I'M TYPIN.

ANWAY LAST WKEND SUCK BALLS. SERIOUSFUCKINLY S.U.C.K.E.D

DONT EVEN WANNA TALK ABOUT IT.

cupsha<3<3<3

2009-10-22T23:15:00.004+08:00

super duper unwell.
cup & sha surprised visit me! w chirpy. c;
if you shake her left to right she will chirp! hehe
felt so loved & better c;

VERY R TO D.

2009-10-22T02:32:00.002+08:00

MIMI<3

LY<3
SHA<3
STEPHY<3
I HARDLY UPLOAD PICS HERE CAS THEIR MOSTLY ON MY FB.
ILL HAVE MORE TIME TO UPLOAD MORE PICS ON FB SOON C;

ARGGGGH

2009-10-22T00:12:00.002+08:00

STILL NO REPLY FROM BABY.
I AM WORRIED SICK & PISSED.
AM THINKIN TOO MUCH,
GOIN MENTAL & PSYCHO,
HE SAID I LOVE YOU THIS MORNING.

lousy night

2009-10-21T23:37:00.002+08:00

i hate me now.
am sick headache flu cough.
cant join the girls & cup to rebel :<
cant reach baby at all.
look at the time alread.
am gettin really worried.

arghhhhhh i sent baby so much hate texts. hahas. since noon think i sent 16 or more texts alread.
i dont miss him when his around or reachable but once his not, i go mental. i lose my sanity. : <
scary huh.

awwww

2009-10-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

i dont even no what to say

2009-10-21T03:20:00.002+08:00

i dont no why everyday seems to be so impromptu-ish
i'm so tired.
i feel so caught in the middle.

just got back, cup mat & drew around my block chill, cup got me fishball noodles c;
cas i wasnt feelin so well & hadnt eaten anything for the whole day cept for eggs&bread.
its nice to have good guy frens for a change.
but sadly my bf would think otherwise.

fuckyness

2009-10-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

i'm all stressed up
i do regret
but whats one addin to the many ive got.
hahas i slept on my bed alone. finally.
my space. my sanity. my own.

dino

2009-10-19T03:39:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHH

2009-10-18T23:16:00.001+08:00

i'm so dead. i'm so dead.
I AM SO SO SO D.E.A.D

abssssss

2009-10-14T07:59:00.002+08:00

omg just look at her moves & abs.
the song kinda suck though.

aiyo

2009-10-14T07:57:00.001+08:00

i hate me when i forget the promise i make to baby.

i miss sleepin & my bf

2009-10-14T07:49:00.002+08:00

i seriously think we all damn on.
suppose to be me, sha, cup & dady.
dinner & movie at J8.
ended up w me,sha,mimi,dady,donaldduck,andre, cupcup,jul,drewdrew.
we are awesome ppl YO.
dara. SUCKED.
too bloody too gore for me.
the whole time was coverin my eyes w hoodie & ears w fingers.
wtfffff. was time well spent though.
i love love em all YO.
after movie sha & i crash at cupcups.
am at st 12 his at st 13! C:
hahas damn awesome lar.

on mon, me,sha,cup & mat dinnered & failed p buyin in town.
mat & i kinda surprised visited dady & crashed.

tonight cats bday c;
you can guess it. c;

sick & tired.

2009-10-13T18:22:00.001+08:00

i am so so so fuckin annoyed.
the internet man is still here.
been here since 4pm fuck.
& my fuckin father said he be over at 2pm.
i slept at 8.30am. goes my beauty slp.
& meetin my frens at j8 at 7.15 yet to shower all.
god i am so pissed.

ombg

2009-10-09T16:50:00.002+08:00

i cant stand your blog
i cant stand your words
i cant stand your sentences
i cant stand your pictures
like seriously cant stand.
it feels weird.
maybe cas ive seen your dxxx?

my head hurts i din slp again= fuckin sushii whine & bark like earthquake comin.

i miss my bffffff<3

TIME TO SHOWERRRRR

2009-10-09T16:38:00.003+08:00

even i feel sorry for myself.
for...........
not givin a damn bout skool.
why am i even in it to begin w.
HEH.

OKAY LAR. SUNDAY. SUNDAY NIGHT I DO MY WORK.
WEEKENDS HERE ALREADY TIME FOR PART-TEEEEEEEE & LOVE.

wo

2009-10-09T16:33:00.000+08:00

To my favorite teacher
Told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
The the guys I miss
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?
To my ex best friends
don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
And sing a longs in my car
To the face I see in my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see
those days again
And things will never
be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know
I won't forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing
Where are you now?

sorry i missed skool.

2009-10-09T15:05:00.002+08:00

never pluckin my browns AGAIN.
FUCK NO.
think i'm goin to slp again.
long night tonight.

SIAN AHHHHHHH

2009-10-09T11:34:00.001+08:00

LAME.

2009-10-08T23:24:00.003+08:00

OHOH RIGHTTTT!!!
FROM YESDAYS CONVERS W MIMI BRYAN MATT.
FOUND OUT THAT GIRLS ACTUALLY TEST THEIR BFSSS!!
LIKE GET SOME HOT FREN TO SEDUCE THE BF SEE IF HE PASS THE TEST.
WTFLYIN FUCK.
DONT PPL TRUST OR BELIEVE ANYMORE?

SHOULD I DO THAT ON MY MONKEY? HAHAS KIDDDIN.

SERIOUSFUCKINLY

2009-10-08T23:21:00.003+08:00

i think i'm too cool for skool.
okay there i said it.
hahas kiddin.
something mimi said made me feel that.
not pushin blame all.

but fuck serious, skool.
i hate it.
classes.
i dont want it.
dont need it.
i wanna be free.
MY DREAM
IS TO FLY
OVER THE RAINBOW
SO HIGH.
HAHAHAHAHAHAS.

HOPE YOU ALL GET THE JOKE YOXXZ!

life should be so simple.

2009-10-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

been some time since i blogged bout how days of my life are spent.
so this wk.
mon: surprise surprise slept in & few hrs w my baby<3
tues: skool to get stuff done w stephy. din happen. carls jr w ly & lousy movied.
wens: bloody annoyed classes? dinnered w mummy carried super heavy stuff, we went to ntuc. cursed & swear & wish baby was there to do so. played so much w sushii that stupid thing. then off to impromptu house chillin, drinkin ew, mac & cards till mornin. even more tirin than last time's ladies night, damn.
thurs: slept in wokeup town art fren awesome awesome movied.
fri: skool, shop w mummy, house party w usuals YO. matt promised to control the nums. no more 30ish ppl in a fuckin house fuckin insane. hopefully less drama. no drama is impossible. heh. mimi gotta make the decision tmr. i think i & her hearts the only ones who wants em to stay tgt. sads.
sat: slp in till b comes over & get me. c:
sun: skip fam day. b gotta bk in 8.30pm cb
i'm so so tired.

<3<3

2009-10-08T21:32:00.001+08:00

if it wasnt for you i would never be who i am.
i no ill never see the days again.
but i no i wont forget you.
C:

missing

2009-10-07T11:38:00.000+08:00

no shit

2009-10-06T00:37:00.002+08:00

i have a feeling our clubbing days are back.
and ill have to be forced to choose my gfs/bf.
i hate this.
i am the only one in love.
and i swear if clubbin lame shit stupid fuckin asswipe clubbin gets in the way of me & my love, i would be soo soo fuckin mad.

they say i should lie.
but i am a sucky liar.
only to the ones i love.
especially towards baby.
how can i lie in his face.
when i hate liars.
wouldnt i be hating myself.

i dont believe in lying.
i should just be brave
& face consequences.
damn his so not gon be happy w our next convers in 10 mins. : <

if i could turn back time for em

2009-10-06T00:33:00.002+08:00

WHY WHY WHY
WHY IS she so strong
i wish she would cry on the phone
that i couldnt make out what shes tellin me
what shes tryna voice.
and all i can hear is hard breathes and mucus sniffing
i do not no how to handle this.
it aches me so much.
but how can she be so a ok bout it.
maybe cas all the tears flowed out that night?
but when do we actually no tears are enough.
dont we have alot of em.
dont she feel the pain?
shes awesome like this.
shes so different from me.
for this i am glad too.
and i love her so much.

clone my happiness for all i love.

2009-10-05T23:45:00.003+08:00

theres so much i wanna say but i decided to keep it simple & happy.

AHHHH

2009-10-02T16:39:00.001+08:00

quote quote

2009-10-02T16:08:00.002+08:00

'just because we've been friends for a long time doesnt mean we have to be friends forever.'

wah

2009-10-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

feelin abit better. good enough to blog.

2009-10-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

omggg i want itttt.
fyi sushii's my bro's not mine.
but everyday i love & care for it like my own C:

okay 1stly i have high fever.
missed skool. very worried now.
bf guard duty this wk end.
cried like dog when i 1st new this & when on the phone w him.
i am weak when i am sick and love sick.
i couldnt help it.
tears just kept fallin.
and my temp went sky high again.
its better now.
eye sore only.
its so weird i've never loved anyone so much before.
but i am not scared. cas i no he feels the same way too.
he assures me every single day.
c: and i always miss him till i can cry lor.
so fup : <

i think my parents are evil
they are always extremely bad to me whenever i fall sick.
like those really really sick need someone to help and care for.
they will open their mouth and blame it on clubs which i dont fuckin anymore. late nights okay maybe the cause. but still aint parents suppose to take care of their sick young? : <
next time they grow old they die. hahas kiddin.

wo & i cut my hair.
cas gettin too long & weather too fuckin hot sia.
i think tmr ill skip the movie & house party.
cas i need to be healthy on sat for my baby.
not that i chose bf over gfs its just that i feel the need to get better.

i think i said too much okay shall shutup now.

my head hurts.

2009-09-29T07:10:00.002+08:00

irriated!!!
missing yet to use $3 black pen and a black marker. fuck sia.
gon shower& get read for skool : O

mimi hammy speaks

2009-09-29T05:25:00.002+08:00

M:aye they all look the same
[girls all same height, dress in black bodycon clothes]
J: give a name leh. they look like what when they dance tgt?
[have a habit of namin things all....
M: SEAWEED!

mfg i laughed like nuts.

<<33

2009-09-29T04:08:00.001+08:00

i have always been in love w herrrrrr <3 C:

next anime pls !

2009-09-29T03:58:00.002+08:00

just finished watchin

Full Metal Alchemist Conqueror of Shamballa

WOOOTS
me likey likey the movie & the ending C:
& the connection of the anime & the movies good good.
thumbs up.

i miss my bf.
i no i like damn dog.
fuck.
hahas.

my dog is damn dog can

2009-09-29T01:05:00.001+08:00

waitin for my hair to dry. cas my bro took MY hair dryer & gave it to sushiii. FUCK

2009-09-28T18:11:00.001+08:00

sushiii is v v naughty U_U

touch me touch me touch me. touch me baby. touch me all night long.

2009-09-28T16:01:00.001+08:00

i wanna be an awesome friend, gf, daughter!
but sometimes its hard so hard to chose between my friends & my bf or my bf & my fam.

why hello there

2009-09-28T01:51:00.001+08:00

jealousy is the ugly green eyed monster
that i never let eat me.
if its in you, let me help you kill it.
or at least envy is cute.

YOU used to no me, what made you forget?

2009-09-28T01:40:00.003+08:00

i come in peace YO
if you mean anything negative or wanna be a critic.
FUCK OFF.
SADS.
DEPRESSED.

bb not here & ....... SADSSS

gon eat prata hehe

super funny

2009-09-28T00:29:00.001+08:00

everytime i go peee sushiii will wakeup & look at me do it.
then i sit on the bowl look at her stretch try to slp in her weird but superrrr cute ways <3 C:

: <

2009-09-28T00:13:00.002+08:00

bb says now they dont check bag anmore but i did have to lose alot of weight to fit in.
i am SADS.

ahhh

2009-09-25T22:25:00.001+08:00

am i too stress? i put the shorts that i wanna wear in the fuckin washing machine.

anway goin to destress YOXXXZ
C:

hahas!

2009-09-25T00:11:00.001+08:00

woah

2009-09-24T23:24:00.001+08:00

gon nap c:

2009-09-24T15:04:00.003+08:00

stupid sushi keep bitting

YOZZZZZZ

2009-09-24T13:39:00.001+08:00

THE FUCKIN INTERNET IS FINALLY BACK AGAIN.
BUT AM TOO TIRED TO UPDATE.
IN SHORT I AM SO DEAD, THE USUAL WAY.

dudeeeee

2009-09-16T11:03:00.002+08:00

i was so sure who my bestfren is.
breaking my heart <3
said she dont believe in it.
so she dont have one.
felt like one sided love.
now i finally no why.
i have too many close frens to just pick one.
but still i wished we were best frens.
c: oh i just miss her alot.

does love have boundaries?
i used to believe so strongly it doesnt.
am havin my doubts.

iloveyoub

2009-09-16T01:20:00.002+08:00

omfg my bf is so cute he gotta wakeup at 4 for breakfast & he entertained me till now.
cas i was havin some psychotic emotional breakdown.

cuteeeeeeee<3

2009-09-16T00:06:00.001+08:00

and i dont care what they say, im gonna be w you.

2009-09-15T23:37:00.001+08:00

hooked on this song in Bs i touch. <3

wahlaoAYE

2009-09-15T22:49:00.001+08:00

oh no oh no oh no :<

stephyyyyyy

2009-09-15T07:00:00.001+08:00

omg shes damn cute.
just mornin called her.
she was like ' i think i wokeup just now, but i dozed off & started to dream weird'
hahas !

ily

2009-09-15T06:50:00.003+08:00

can i confess something?
i was being my usual fup bitchy self.
i think i hurt b.
i said that even if he cheated on me, i wont blame him.
i would just leave him.
cas XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
yea.

i'm gon tell him later.
that i take it back.
& i love him too much.
to say shit like this ever.

hes startin to mean so much to me.
that i'm afraid of losin him. even the thought of it burns me inside.

<3<3<3

2009-09-15T06:47:00.001+08:00

i cant remember how things would work w/o you.

2009-09-15T05:56:00.003+08:00

after breakfast[ns guys eat early,real early] b started textin me.
he said he missed me. [ though we just talked at 4ish am]
so i called him.
i was fallin down. [skool stuff/stress/stupidity/totally my own fault]
b was awesome.
he kept pullin me.
C:
god i love him<3

omflord

2009-09-15T04:36:00.001+08:00

love love love the white outfit
swear when i lose the fats
so am gon get pair of whites like hers.

<3

2009-09-15T04:28:00.001+08:00

& this is why i love her.

what!?

2009-09-15T03:03:00.002+08:00

eeeeeeeeyer

2009-09-15T02:45:00.002+08:00

i forgot that i need $$$$ for the post below to come through.
fuck.
this is what happens when you post something w thoughts that shit is comin.
fuck.
am sittin on the bowl again.
cranberryjuice & canned coffee.
wooots.

i no its so nice sweet all that B dont think i'm fat & psychotic.
hahas
but i feel damn fat all
okay i no am not fat but sure am fuckin fleshy.
i think i reeally need to do something about it.
i dont gym swim run workout like i used to
i eat more than i used to.
damn.
this is so fucked.
and i need a job.
like really.
but i have no time : <

you make me wanna lala in the kit-CHEN on the FLOOR!

2009-09-15T02:36:00.002+08:00

oh did i mention that i wanna get inked?
i dont no & its the word 'happy'
i just want it.
the feelins here.
to.
get.
it.
so dont be surprised?
hahas
well see C:

r to m

2009-09-15T02:30:00.002+08:00

Have you ever hooked-up with more than one person in a night?: I'm not going to lie, yes I have. Three different guys, at three different times of the night, but it was just making out and they were all really hot in my defense. My slutty makeout days have been over for a while though. Sorry boys. However, I still love to flirt!

hahas! some random college chick.

awwwwwww

2009-09-15T02:20:00.002+08:00

the sex

2009-09-14T16:03:00.000+08:00

fuckedup!

2009-09-14T15:59:00.001+08:00

eatin banana nut crunch bearin pain away

2009-09-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

okay this time my head reeeeally hurts like so bad.
i wish i could go see the doc. but no. mums not gon pay.

time travelers wife

2009-09-12T06:50:00.000+08:00

omg the movie damn awesome lar.
and we were at cotton on before that, sooooo many awesome stuff.
need NEED $$$$$$$ to shop!!!!!!
cried like dog in the movies, come out my eye like bloody red all.
guess kind of was able to relate all.
after movied prata house!
ate talk laugh chilled walk to my place to manicure.
i have golden nails now! abit like china fingers. HAHAS.
hahas
gon slp for abit till bb comes my place! C:
cant wait!

have you ever missed someone so much that you just wanna cry.

2009-09-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

am in a fup mood.
gotta rush to meet em girls & guys.
am damn drained.
my head hurts think am havin fever, soon?
B is always busy w foot drill fucks stuff.
am fuckin pissy i am fuckin fuckin annoyed.
i can like so cry right now.
extreme mood swing.
B is comin out tmr.
and i dont even no why i feel like this.
i wish i could cry.
i wanna cry.
but i should be super happy.
not that i'm not
but this crappy fucky sucky mood is coverin it.

cuteee

2009-09-11T04:15:00.001+08:00

hahas!

2009-09-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

the smallest penguin is called little penguin or little blue penguin. so cute hor!! CX

bs reply

2009-09-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

'wah now bed more impt than me ah'
stupid right? he din get it!!!
hahas

imb again

2009-09-10T17:12:00.002+08:00

okay am on e bowl doin my cake.
HAHAHAHAAHHAHAS GETIT? NOT?!

so as usual my lappy on my lap.
& the urge to blog nonsense.
so here it goes.

b is in camp what right.
then he called all, say wtflyinfuck 4 he be done w some ns shit thing lar. i always cant be bothered to getit.
then i wokeup like 4ish 5. i called he never pickup. told him so many times i dont like when i call he dont pickup.
being my usual bitchy pissy self to him. i got annoyed. but it aint his fault he just cant pickup the bloody call.
cas his hp is in his bunk and cant be in his bloody pocket. ns policy ahhh whatever lar hor.
then i texted him
'your gf whose just wokenup & still in bed,dont want you alread'

thoughts, dont you have?

2009-09-10T17:04:00.000+08:00

if i had to choose one thing i love in my life right now,
it would take me the whole day or more, many strands of white hairs, brain tumor/damaged/overload.
i think i would rather stab myself?
compared to the past months or so,all the crap & shit & fucky sucky stuff ppl all, that passed me by,
my life have pretty much come tgt & fall into pieces on its own.
i am lucky? super happy. contented[well not for long, as usual] heh.

still in bed T-T

2009-09-10T16:47:00.000+08:00

OMG I MISS MY RINGS. THE 2 THAT I LOST.
i am dyin to get more. though thoughts of losin em depresses me.
but still, i need to end this craving for a while.
but not this wk.
i got a jack this wk.
next week am gon get as much rings as i can.
no dont get me wrong am fuckin poor.
just that i dont give a fuck. : <

ON MY SKIN

2009-09-10T14:10:00.000+08:00

oh i wish i had a bf, i wish i had a loving man in my life.

OHWAIT. I DO.
AH HA!
DAMN AM BECOMIN PSYCHOTIC. T-T

lets see

2009-09-10T13:53:00.000+08:00

to do list

tidy my whole fuckin room.
pack my closet, clothes all.
gd assigns
3d mockout
3d research
photography fuck.

sighs and i'm still in bed just ate banana nut crunch w meiji milk<3
think my lactose intolerant stomach gon make me shit soon.

nice one aye?

2009-09-09T12:50:00.000+08:00

we exist because someone thinks about us, not the other way round.
-prince p

i wanna ssssslp

2009-09-09T12:41:00.000+08:00

was on lookbook.
had the fuckin urge to heels to skool.
hahas.
what a joke.

think the red young tat is damn damn hot. dont you?

2009-09-09T12:19:00.000+08:00

okay its just one of those days that i blog for amillion time.
anway, i think i too stress too gan jiong too scared of being late too tired too too i dont no.
i thought meetin em girls at 1 actually is 2 lar hor.
fuck i got up at 10ish sia.
damnm tired now cant slp if slp cant wakeup and i showered at 11. so from now till 1.30 am doin my illust workbk and lovin it C:
am gettin so many ideas.
weird huh. its bright.
thought i work better in dark.
maybe i'm an owl & a rooster? hahas!
i miss bbbbbbbbb
i think i am psychotic.
all bs fuckin fault. :8

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS TMR IS THURS=NOSKOOL<3<3<3

imb

2009-09-09T11:40:00.001+08:00

yes am goin to skool

my head is bangin.

2009-09-09T10:17:00.001+08:00

okay slept from 3pm to 8ish pm then dinner, on the net, phone w b, then supper omfg. then on the net, slept from 2am to 10ish am. fuck fuck fuck. never do hw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so tired can i miss skool?
i've yet to do my work at all : <

like a moth, seek the light

..

C;

BLAH

WERE OKAY NOW THOUGH

bad bk out!

brick by brick

ohohhhhh

yay yay yay!

2009-11-04T14:16:00.002+08:00 i am hurt.i mean it.i hate it.why did he have to do it?i thought our love was perfectat least to me you werewhy lie?why pretend.why din you tell me?though its all clean.but why?why do it.when you no i'm gon get extremely hurt& unhappy.why baby?

ONLY FOOLIN YOU!

<3life

i'm hungry

got time?

C;

HALLOWEEN!!!!

tsktsk what a way to start the day. even for a chiwawa

i dont wish for anyone to no....but still im fuckin postin it.

:<

so many swimmers in my brain.

i never thought i would NEED someone so bad

cupsha<3<3<3

VERY R TO D.

ARGGGGH

lousy night

awwww

i dont even no what to say

fuckyness

dino

AHHHHHHHH

abssssss

aiyo

i miss sleepin & my bf

sick & tired.

ombg

TIME TO SHOWERRRRR

wo

sorry i missed skool.

SIAN AHHHHHHH

LAME.

SERIOUSFUCKINLY

life should be so simple.

<3<3

missing

no shit

if i could turn back time for em

clone my happiness for all i love.

AHHHH

quote quote

wah

feelin abit better. good enough to blog.

my head hurts.

mimi hammy speaks

<<33

next anime pls !

Full Metal Alchemist Conqueror of Shamballa

my dog is damn dog can

waitin for my hair to dry. cas my bro took MY hair dryer & gave it to sushiii. FUCK

touch me touch me touch me. touch me baby. touch me all night long.

why hello there

YOU used to no me, what made you forget?

super funny

: <

ahhh

hahas!

woah

gon nap c:

YOZZZZZZ

dudeeeee

iloveyoub

cuteeeeeeee<3

and i dont care what they say, im gonna be w you.

wahlaoAYE

stephyyyyyy

ily

<3<3<3

i cant remember how things would work w/o you.

omflord

<3

what!?

2009-11-04T14:16:00.002+08:00
i am hurt.
i mean it.
i hate it.
why did he have to do it?
i thought our love was perfect
at least to me you were
why lie?
why pretend.
why din you tell me?
though its all clean.
but why?
why do it.
when you no i'm gon get extremely hurt& unhappy.
why baby?